Chappell Roan closes out 2025 with a heartfelt letter to her fans, revealing that it was the hardest year of her life — marked by displacement, burnout, and self-discovery. The rising pop star opens up about mental health, creative struggles, and her commitment to make 2026 a year of healing and authenticity

Chappell Roan is known for her theatrical flair, fearless lyrics, and unapologetic individuality. But as 2025 came to an end, the Red Wine Supernova singer offered fans something different — vulnerability. In an emotional open letter shared through her personal newsletter, she reflected on a year that tested her resilience more than any before.

“It was the hardest year of my life,” she wrote. “I felt lost, exhausted, and disconnected — but I also learned how to begin again.”

The pop artist revealed that the devastating wildfires that struck Los Angeles early in 2025 forced her to evacuate her home and relocate temporarily to New York City. Moving from rental to rental, she described months of uncertainty as “a lesson in adaptation and humility.”

Perhaps most striking was her honesty about mental health. Chappell admitted she nearly canceled her U.S. tour due to emotional exhaustion and anxiety:

“I wasn’t sure I could handle it. But I did — and I’m so grateful I didn’t give up. Getting back on stage reminded me why I fell in love with music in the first place.”

She also addressed the toll of social media on her well-being, explaining her decision to take an extended break from online platforms:

“The endless scrolling made me feel sick, tired, and detached from myself. I needed to step away to remember who I was without the noise.”

During that time offline, Chappell said she found peace in simple things — learning Spanish, watching old films, and reading novels. She credited those quiet moments for reigniting her creativity and grounding her spirit.

Creatively, 2025 was a year of experimentation. Her singles “The Giver” and “The Subway” marked a bold evolution in her sound. “It was risky,” she wrote, “but necessary. I couldn’t grow if I stayed in the same space.” Fans embraced this transformation, praising her authenticity and emotional honesty.

She described filming the “The Subway” video as a turning point:

“It was the first time I truly enjoyed being on set again — it felt like a dream that reminded me why I love what I do.”

Known for her dramatic stage aesthetic, Chappell reflected on her theatrical tour “Visions of Damsels and Other Dangerous Things.” From gothic red-teeth looks to avant-garde silhouettes, she said her style choices represent her truest self:

“Being different is far more attractive than trying to be perfect.”

Her letter also expressed empathy toward other artists who step back for their mental health:

“No one should be judged for canceling a tour. Taking care of yourself is an act of strength, not weakness.”

Looking ahead, Chappell vowed to make 2026 a year of healing, intention, and genuine community. She plans to focus on self-care, volunteer work, and supporting mental health organizations for young people.

“I want to care for myself and for others,” she wrote. “To be part of a community that’s real — not just digital.”

Her message ended with a simple, poignant reminder:

“Life can be dark and difficult, but healing begins when we truly care — for ourselves and each other.”

Through her vulnerability, Chappell Roan reminded fans that artistry isn’t just about performance — it’s about being human. Behind the glitter and glamour, she stands as one of pop’s most genuine voices: imperfect, self-aware, and endlessly evolving.